LIFE OF QYBA

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Strange feeling?

Sunday, November 30 0 comments

3.28AM

I don't know how to start this, I don't know how to write anymore. Because what exactly I did right now is lying on my bed and what i know is my eyes burst out into tears. Not that hard one, just a diluted concentration of some chemicals flowing on my cheeks. Not because of painful feeling but maybe because I hold on too long. I don't even know my exact feeling. Really. So heartless, so clueless. Can you tell me what kind of feeling is this? Can you tell me right now?

Life has been good on me. Alhamdulilah alhamdulilah. But I want to be better. Being matured in every aspects. I know, I said "I don't want to grow up" a lot, because I really don't wanna grow up but I realized, I will grow up soon. Soon......