I've been so stressed out for these past two weeks due to my bad attitude. I mean like i am really a bad girl, bad servant, bad daughter, bad friend and the most important is bad student. I don't know how to overcome my lazziness. I hate myself for being too lazy. I don't know how to ace finals which is like less than a month. I can't see my future clearly. I am here, in matrics for my future and not for my parents. I am here to gain knowledge because it is ibadah. I am here to change my fate ((maybe)) if Allah will. I am here to help people in the future. That is why i am dissapointed with myself why i cant overcome my lazziness. This is too much, Naqibah. I admit that twitter has become the biggest distraction in my life. So if you realized where my account have been to, i deactivated it. Yep, again  i have that habit; deactivated twitter account when you realized your life is totally fucked up. I come here blogging to express because i keep it way too long and nobody wants to hear me babbling about life because i am annoying and it will annoyed them much. Let's just pray that Naqibah ((me)) will change to a better person especially as a good servant, daughter and student because i know i can do the best. It's ok though it is too late. Promise me Naqibah, that you will survive. No matter what happen and no matter how hopeless you are.

Salam stress :-)