Trying so hard to hide what I feel right now but I just can't. So here is the best place to express everything. I don't care if you wanna judge me because really, I don't give a damn though I know no one is going to read this piece of crap.





Keep smiling, though your heart is hurt














Keep smiling because it's sunnah









22th March 2014, 2.30am

I hate this kind of feeling; being unloved by the people you gave your heart to. Where are you when I need you the most? Where are you when my days are totally fucked up? See, you are not even there for me. But when you are suddenly come to my life after such a long time, I forgive you. It's not fair. Just not fair. So if you are asking me why I gave up on you after this, you have to know that I am tired of trying; trying so hard till my heart hurts like hell.

It really hurts. Salam