So as i said before, lots has happened to me....

First things first, i think i lost someone in my life. I don't know what happened to us, i don't have any idea because things move too fast. The minute i knew, we were as we are now; stranger. I miss how things used to be. I miss being around with you, do stupid things together, late night conversations. You know, you were there for me when i needed you, when things get hard, when life fucked me up. You always there and asking me how i'm doing when clearly you know i'm not that okay. You understands me more than i understand myself. I do like you a lot, but i'm late. I don't realize this because i've been denying all these feelings. I thought it wasn't true. But when you are not there anymore, i realized, you are all i need. Sometimes i am so sureeeee that we were meant to be together. Well, people changed, and life must go on. Eventhough it is so hard for me to accept it, i know there's must be reasons behind all these but it is so sad knowing that we can't be that close anymore. Yeah, that life is all about right? People come and  go

Days passed and i started to gain my strength back, continue with my life. I started with myself first. Yep, self improvement, to be better, to love myself more than i did, distract myself by keeping busy with study stuff and yeps i guess it is a success. I just got my result and it was not the best but alhamdulilah it is way better than last semester. Seeeeeee, Allah's plan is always the best hehehe

Don't worry, i'm one hell strong girl and happily moved on :) 

-Qybsie