3 am while listening to random songs which i just discovered. It has been really awhile since my last post. It's not like i don't want to update my blog but sometimes there's more important things i have to settle down. Trust me, i have a lot of things to share with you guys. I don't care how lame i am because still stuck in blogging because i really don't give a damn!


In less than 98 hours, i am going to start my study life back after having 4 months break. I am pretty sure my brain has rusted and it must be so awkward holding a pen and of course my handwriting will not turn out so good aye? I am pretty excited and really looking forward to my uni life but deep down i'm scared. New environment, people, subjects, lecturers.

Okay here's the story part...

I have been offered to the Universiti Malaysia Kelantan where i don't have any idea how i could get that offer and first thing i said to my mom was "TAKNAK PERGI". No, i'm not being "eww kelantan" but it was the course they offered to me. So i came with plan b which is going to private university. Like I said, I really wanna do something which major in biology like being a nutritionist. Damn, nutritionist are so cool!!! But nah



Because i did believe in qada' and qadar Allah. I do believe Allah has a better plan for me. I mean like oh yes i did plan all the things for my life but Allah plan is always the best. So, i'll just follow the flow. I'll follow where Allah head me to. I am ready for everything. I am ready taking all the risks in my life. Why i should be scared? Allah is with me.

I'm going to pursue my study in bachelor of chemical engineering technology in food for 4 years. I know it's going to be a very tough 4 years for me. I really hope I can survive through it.

Engineering...yep freaking engineering. Which i hate the most. Which is when people told me they're going to be an engineer, i would be like "eww" or sometimes "woahhhh" because ya know it's really tough with physics thingy hahaha ha ha h a h a  don't ya feel it was funny?