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What is happening to my life actually?!???
Monday, May 26 0 comments


People always asked me why I still stay in the same school when I was in form 4 and why I don't moved to the other school like what I've been offered. Yep, I've been offered to a very good school which all my good friends are moved to that school. Oh what courses did I've been offered?!???? Civil engineering. Yep that freaking engineering!!! Why you ignore that offer?!? Why...Why

BECAUSE I WANNA BE A DOCTOR

Mom asked me why I just don't go to the University that I've been offered last year and why I wanted to go to matrics so much. Why I am so eager to go to matrics while my brother is not fully finished his programme when he was in matrics. Why...why...

BECAUSE I WANNA BE A DOCTOR





What is so good to be a doctor?!??
What is so special to be a doctor?!???
Why everyone is trying so hard to be a doctor?!???

/In matrics/ /sem1/

"What are you guys going to be after this?!?????"
*Doctor* *Pharmacist* *Microbiologist* *Dentist* *Zoologist* *Vet* 

BECAUSE I WANNA BE A DOCTOR




/sem2/
"What are you guys going to be after this?!????"
"Don't know yet, just follow the flow"
*giggles*

This is how everyone's reaction after studying half medical subject. With all those biochemistry, your heart system, how your urine is formed, what sound of your heartbeat, how photosynthesis occurs, what bacteria is good and what bacteria is bad, the shape of bacteria, what the specific name of frog, what the specific name of other animals and plants, how medicine is completely alternate with your enzyme, how the gaseous exchange when you are breathing, what happen to your myosin and troponin in muscle fibre when your muscle is having contraction, how your immune system beat the virus and everything happen in your body. Too much facts need to be digest but too little time you have. But i did enjoyed. Why...why...

BECAUSE I WANNA BE A DOCTOR



But with the results that will be released in less than 15 days, are you sure I can be a doctor. No, I really can't be a doctor and not qualified to be one. And I don't know what course did I qualified too. So freak out with my future. I feel like wanna cry for the whole my lifetime

And I just really hope Allah will give me the strength to receive the results from the postman who is going to appear infront of my house. I just hope I can really digest what is happening. I hope I can still smile and grateful as all the rezeki are come from Allah and no matter what happen I have to say Alhamdulilah.

Redha.
Semoga aku kuat.